This is harder than it should be!

My poor husband! Literally! haha! He is having a much harder time than I thought he would. He can't handle the separation. (I should have seen this coming, simply because I am soooo fabulous he misses me too much!) Actually, not so much. But, whatever. Anyway, everytime the kids talk to him or when we call him and put him on speaker to have family prayer and stuff, he kinda crumbles. I think it is sweet and it has shown him how much he loves us and needs us, but it breaks my heart. He is such a good man and I HATE knowing he is in pain. It's not the job or anyone associated with it. In fact, the job is not bad and being with his brother is fun. But, I am afraid he will quit and come home before he has another job lined up. It is that hard for him. But our bank account is so close to empty and we have nothing esle. I have a brief panic spell everytime he says he can't handle it. I am not feeling too strong today.